Now that I have a little more time on my hands, I'm going to make it a point to post at least once a week. A lot is going on, and its easier to share, than to keep it all to myself.
For one, I graduated ECU. I'm still her until the 25th because I have a few summer classes that I needed to take for me to be able to graduate this May. My internship starts as soon as I get back. I'm excited, nervous, scared...basically, every possible feeling there is to have, I feel. I got an e-mail today about one of their programs they were holding next week for their interns that already started. I'm so jealous I'm not there yet.
Aside from the fact that I have to start paying loans in less than 6 months, I will also probably have to get my own apartment in 6 months. Sure, not that big of a deal in somewhere like NC, but up north, at home, apartments are $1000 a month. My parents divorce is becoming more real now that I'm moving home, and I guess it finally hit my last night. I was on the phone crying with my mom until 12am, and for me thats big. I don't cry. I know it will hopefully be for the better, it just makes it feel like I don't even know my own family. And it sort of feels, like I don't have a home to go back to, because its not home. It will get better and I'll be ok.
In other news, theres a massive wild fire the next county over..and its getting smokey here. I hate fires, I hate tornados. North Carolina = no fun for a paranoid me. :(
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